nothing really interesting just me and my sleeping problems, really... i just installed a yellow lamp above my bed a few weeks ago, and i haven't turned on my room's lamp ever since. it makes me feel a whole lot better for some reason.

(also i lost my music sense i'm so sorry i'm trying so hard to cool down my kpop fever) but here are songs i put on replay most this month:

déjà-boo jonghyun ft. zion.t

i definitely saw you somewhere before
it doesn’t matter when i saw you
i can’t even remember where i saw you

mono-drama jonghyun

daydreaming about this by myself is okay
i know it's funny to compare myself,
even i think i'm pathetic

selene 6.23 shinee

so i called you with a fluttering heart
but there’s no answer –
i guess i can never reach you

let me know bangtan boys

it’s not that i still have feelings for you
i know we can’t work out
but why does it feel like i’m having indigestion?

i would like to thank not only God but also kim jonghyun for going solo and releasing base and consider yourselves lucky i didn't put all of the songs in here (probably next month... lmao) hopefully next month will feature happier/lighter songs since it's valentine month and even though i don't celebrate i like to get into the mood

— fun fact: jonghyun wrote three out of four songs listed above

Labels: music, sotm

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