drift away
mai
ok maybe this is a pointless rant but i want to type it out just because i need to get this out of my system before i officially start my exam cramming session

and i'm classifying this as a rant because i'm typing this out because this is my blog and my place to vent and i'm not (not-so-)subtly hinting at the people "mentioned" below to read this whole post okay it's my time to vent after so long and i'm not going to apologize for this

idk i'm not usually one to cry over sentimental friendship things because i guess i have grown less empathic from all of my previous weeny fights but sometimes it just hurt you how people are leaving you for others in a fking obvious way especially when you've known them for years sigh

mom told me love shuts everyone out and years of friendship gets forgotten in the face of love and that is a reality you must accept. i was prepared for that actually i wasn't prepared for the fact that this person casually remade her clique list and casually said sorry like nothing is happening

i might've been okay if not from the fact that she's saying it in a very fucking ignorant way as if we were heartless insects and she has the world in her hands

i hate swearing on ppl that they'd be miserable/etc so i just hope God hears my prayers and give her some sort of enlightenment or something because this kind of people needs to understand what they have done to other people

sighs being emotional is tiring how do people cope with feelings

 the only thing that matters

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