juin
hello
early post bcs i may want to post another thing in the near future
i forgot to tell y'all but i got a lil husky last march, his name is shiro (roo for short)
and a newer one this month it's a lil rottweiler his name is baron (he always runs around and its so hard to take still pics of him)
they can never be in the same room without breaking a single damn thing, both are condensed balls of energy and i don't really feel the need to work out anymore if i get to take care of them everyday lol
+ edit (21/6): mom left me alone for a day and i thought i almost died bc roo pooped in the living room and baron won't eat a damn thing except for cow intestines
moving on
have you ever listened to a voice so beautiful you feel all gooey inside (+bonus)
i'm losing motivation in almost everything and i feel like i'm spiraling further downwards and i need something to kickstart but idk what it is
and these days i just want to rest fully and not think about school because being at school mentally exhausts me, i'm tired of everything and i've already seen things negatively because i feel really uncomfortable being in a very stressful and loud environment
sigh. being an introvert is such a pain sometimes because you need a fixed dosage of retreat every once in a while and when it's not fulfilled you became so dark and depressing to others and drag the mood down and i hate it
i kinda want to travel to a quiet city alone and take photos and sit in a park and sketch something and basically just enjoy the peaceful state of the world for a while
"you should talk more"
i've tried
people tire me
the fun lasted for a while but then i became so drained
so i retreated for a while and resurface again when i'm revitalized
when will ppl understand that some people need their own space
sighs living is hard
—
songs that make me cry at my first time listening because i'm such a masochist
my turn to cry exo
early post bcs i may want to post another thing in the near future
i forgot to tell y'all but i got a lil husky last march, his name is shiro (roo for short)
and a newer one this month it's a lil rottweiler his name is baron (he always runs around and its so hard to take still pics of him)
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moving on
have you ever listened to a voice so beautiful you feel all gooey inside (+bonus)
i'm losing motivation in almost everything and i feel like i'm spiraling further downwards and i need something to kickstart but idk what it is
and these days i just want to rest fully and not think about school because being at school mentally exhausts me, i'm tired of everything and i've already seen things negatively because i feel really uncomfortable being in a very stressful and loud environment
sigh. being an introvert is such a pain sometimes because you need a fixed dosage of retreat every once in a while and when it's not fulfilled you became so dark and depressing to others and drag the mood down and i hate it
i kinda want to travel to a quiet city alone and take photos and sit in a park and sketch something and basically just enjoy the peaceful state of the world for a while
"you should talk more"
i've tried
people tire me
the fun lasted for a while but then i became so drained
so i retreated for a while and resurface again when i'm revitalized
when will ppl understand that some people need their own space
sighs living is hard
—
songs that make me cry at my first time listening because i'm such a masochist
my turn to cry exo
remember, when things were hardonly tears sunggyu
i always turned your tears into smiles
don’t cry in places without me, don’t cry
i know that my heart is wherever you arethe name i loved (onew solo) shinee
close enough our breaths can touch
always in the same place
from that day i only realizedloser bigbang
that i will only love you forever
love that can't be together can also be known as love
i can't listen to hopeful love songs anymore
you and me both
we're just sad clowns, tamed and scripted