hello

early post bcs i may want to post another thing in the near future

i forgot to tell y'all but i got a lil husky last march, his name is shiro (roo for short)


and a newer one this month it's a lil rottweiler his name is baron (he always runs around and its so hard to take still pics of him)

they can never be in the same room without breaking a single damn thing, both are condensed balls of energy and i don't really feel the need to work out anymore if i get to take care of them everyday lol

a daily occurrence

+ edit (21/6): mom left me alone for a day and i thought i almost died bc roo pooped in the living room and baron won't eat a damn thing except for cow intestines

moving on

have you ever listened to a voice so beautiful you feel all gooey inside (+bonus)

i'm losing motivation in almost everything and i feel like i'm spiraling further downwards and i need something to kickstart but idk what it is

and these days i just want to rest fully and not think about school because being at school mentally exhausts me, i'm tired of everything and i've already seen things negatively because i feel really uncomfortable being in a very stressful and loud environment

sigh. being an introvert is such a pain sometimes because you need a fixed dosage of retreat every once in a while and when it's not fulfilled you became so dark and depressing to others and drag the mood down and i hate it

i kinda want to travel to a quiet city alone and take photos and sit in a park and sketch something and basically just enjoy the peaceful state of the world for a while

"you should talk more"

i've tried

people tire me

the fun lasted for a while but then i became so drained

so i retreated for a while and resurface again when i'm revitalized

when will ppl understand that some people need their own space

sighs living is hard

—

songs that make me cry at my first time listening because i'm such a masochist

my turn to cry exo

remember, when things were hard
i always turned your tears into smiles
don’t cry in places without me, don’t cry

only tears sunggyu

i know that my heart is wherever you are
close enough our breaths can touch
always in the same place

the name i loved (onew solo) shinee

from that day i only realized
that i will only love you forever
love that can't be together can also be known as love

loser bigbang

i can't listen to hopeful love songs anymore
you and me both
we're just sad clowns, tamed and scripted

Labels: dogs, random

• 17, student
• i have alter egos
• english, indonesian, basic german & japanese
• part time graphic and web designer
• i like pointless lists like this
• lazy af
• i reached nirvana once but 17 gyro dropped me back down to the pits of hell

by month posted — September 2010 — November 2010 — March 2011 — April 2011 — May 2011 — June 2011 — July 2011 — September 2011 — October 2011 — November 2011 — December 2011 — January 2012 — February 2012 — March 2012 — May 2012 — July 2012 — November 2012 — November 2013 — February 2014 — March 2014 — April 2014 — May 2014 — August 2014 — September 2014 — December 2014 — February 2015 — March 2015 — April 2015 — May 2015 — June 2015 — July 2015 — September 2015 — November 2015 — December 2015

by post titles — mai — avril — mars — février — janvier — miracles in december — short update — late night sessions: guilt and remorse — jeder. — [29/05]